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MARY MAGDALENE - “I Don’t Know How To Love Him”

I don't know how to love him.

What to do, how to move him.

I've been changed, yes really changed.

In these past few days, when I've seen myself,

I seem like someone else.

I don't know how to take this.

I don't see why he moves me. He's a man.

He's just a man.

And I've had so many men before,

In very many ways,

He's just one more.

Should I bring him down?

Should I scream and shout?

Should I speak of love,

Let my feelings out?

I never thought I'd come to this.

What's it all about?

Don't you think it's rather funny,

I should be in this position.

I'm the one who's always been

So calm, so cool, no lover's fool,

Running every show. He scares me so.

I never thought I'd come to this.

What's it all about?

Yet, if he said he loved me,

I'd be lost. I'd be frightened.

I couldn't cope, just couldn't cope.

I'd turn my head.

I'd back away.

I wouldn't want to know.

He scares me so.

I want him so.

I love him so.

Running down a central reservation.

Last night's red dress

And I can still smell you on my fingers

And taste you on my breath.

Stepping through brilliant shades

Of the color you bring

But this time, this time, this time

Is whatever I want it to mean.

If this is where memories are made,

I'm gonna like what I see.

And everything I ever took for granted,

I'm gonna let it be.

I step through every shade

Of the color you bring

But this time, this time, this time

Is whatever I want it to mean.

And everything and nothing is

As sacred as we want it to be

When it's real. Make it real.,C

ompared to what?

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It's like living in the middle of the ocean

With no future, no past,

And everything that's good about now

Might just glide right past.

I'm stepping through brilliant shades

Of the color you bring.

But this time, this time, this time

Is fine just as it is.

And everything is sacred here,

And nothing is as sacred as I want it to be,

When it's real.

Compared to what?

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